Relative Moments with Everything

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Randomness of events shaping my experience of life. And what is my life in all of this without the everything else there is no I. The I only exists in relative terms of the mind. The delusional thoughts with limited understanding of reality that see the events through the lack lens.

Trying to describe what has not happened, or trying to remember the learnings from the past. I could tell you one thing it feels un-relatable. And honestly if I would want to be someone, something, some feeling I would ask myself to be honest. Because, honesty is liberating it sets you free. It is becoming the true nature. But, in all this what if I have forgotten the nature itself. What it must have been I wonder . I wonder with my open heart. Then one day perhaps I would explore the limitless possibilities of my existence and be freer than a bird in the sky. Maybe then I would start feeling this infinite presence.

 

Right now, though these thoughts clarify and magnify the mere act of siting inside the office in Bangalore a experience as simple as sitting and writing about my feelings. It is great in a way seeing all the other lesser possibilities of what could have been and seeing the greatness in the task of breathing and living.

 

 

Oh Universe that's inside of me and that is outside of me,

I ask you this one thing to make me understand, remind, remember the role of me in the vast cosmos of ours,
That I become a being of great gratitude,
Clarity runs in my veins,
Existence flows through my breathing,
Love exudes with my voice,

I see the world as it is,
I listen to it as it rumbles, roars and cries,

I smell it like I do with the nature,
May I have the strength to accept the things as they are,
Give me the power of understanding, accepting and changing what I can through physical action,
Make me fearless,
Liberate me from my ill thoughts, fears, and beliefs that don't work,
Shape my mind from an ore to a sword,
Sharp and disciplined cutting through the negativity.
  

 Thursday, September 21, 2023 12:54 PM